It hit me today!! Life has become mechanical. I am on autopilot. Routine with no thinking. Wake up before alarm rings. Get the kid up. Get ready and get going to school/work. Even conversations are quite routine!! A friend had asked me to go to her place for lunch. It slipped my mind completely. Sitting… Continue reading Life on autopilot
Close to end of the day. I am sitting in front of the television flipping channels not really settling on anything. Alone. A is off to spend time with my grandma. Rest of my family ( parents, brother) is in other rooms behind closed doors. So essentially am just here, alone. Millions of thoughts flowing… Continue reading Is this how it will be?
It is almost midnight. It was only the hum of the old AC unit in the room & my thoughts making noise. Mind wandering through what has been a tough week. Mentally, physically, emotionally. Advised to not take emotional decisions, and per chance I didn’t. Spoke to a good friend with a sound mind and… Continue reading Solitude
25 Aug 2016. Penning it down as one really horrible day. Janmashtami. Wanted to & told A that I would make something if not all of the goodies that are made. I had been working day in day out. I asked if I could take the day off. Yes I had not planned for the… Continue reading Turmoil
Scrolling through the memories on Facebook … Saw posts of friends added over the years, down I went a picture of my nephews I added to the family album, the last entry in the list was “9 years ago today” the post I had put in at 6:09AM ” in India :)” It hit me!… Continue reading Nine years
My phone beeps….Wordpress notification Intriguing!!! Really?? Why?? How?? I have not posted anything. I have been really bad at being a blogger! So, what do I do….go check the stats page of my blog! Let me share screenshots (found the slideshow feature! 🙂 ) There is more on that page….still this is enough to… Continue reading Notification?
Well, it is already almost May actually!!! More than half of April is over & done with! What has happened so far? Answer seems to be nothing and a lot at the same time! The roller coaster at work is still on full fledged. From bench to new project/role. Distinctly left with the feeling of… Continue reading Already April