It hit me today!! Life has become mechanical. I am on autopilot. Routine with no thinking. Wake up before alarm rings. Get the kid up. Get ready and get going to school/work. Even conversations are quite routine!! A friend had asked me to go to her place for lunch. It slipped my mind completely. Sitting… Continue reading Life on autopilot
Close to end of the day. I am sitting in front of the television flipping channels not really settling on anything. Alone. A is off to spend time with my grandma. Rest of my family ( parents, brother) is in other rooms behind closed doors. So essentially am just here, alone. Millions of thoughts flowing… Continue reading Is this how it will be?
The following link has been sitting in my drafts ever since I came across it. http://www.indiatimes.com/culture/who-we-are/dhoni-kohli-and-rahane-have-changed-the-names-on-their-jersey-and-the-reason-is-quite-legit-263656.html Has this not been there for a long time? I remember a dialogue from an old Revathi movie – Marupadiyum where she says she wants to be her not carry her father’s name, nor a husband’s. This had been… Continue reading Identity crisis
My last line in the last visible post last October says…” hope in this ordeal I have at least lost a couple of kilograms!” I can say for sure I am not there yet in that regard. Not only have I not lost weight, I have indeed gained more! What have I been up to?… Continue reading Am I there yet?
For a person who actually loves talking, the last couple of weeks was sheer hell. I fell super sick, to the extent that my father, who hates going to a doctor, took me to one the last day of September! Fever, chills, cold, cough, nausea – the works. It was bad though what was the… Continue reading Silence
This is my horoscope of the day… Left baffled completely. This is wonderful advice to me at the present situation at work. Advice I must follow not just today but in the days to come for sure!! Though I must say anything I say becomes contentious however I say it!! 😂 Also leaves me wondering… Continue reading Sometimes baffled
It is almost midnight. It was only the hum of the old AC unit in the room & my thoughts making noise. Mind wandering through what has been a tough week. Mentally, physically, emotionally. Advised to not take emotional decisions, and per chance I didn’t. Spoke to a good friend with a sound mind and… Continue reading Solitude