It hit me today!! Life has become mechanical. I am on autopilot. Routine with no thinking. Wake up before alarm rings. Get the kid up. Get ready and get going to school/work. Even conversations are quite routine!! A friend had asked me to go to her place for lunch. It slipped my mind completely. Sitting… Continue reading Life on autopilot
Close to end of the day. I am sitting in front of the television flipping channels not really settling on anything. Alone. A is off to spend time with my grandma. Rest of my family ( parents, brother) is in other rooms behind closed doors. So essentially am just here, alone. Millions of thoughts flowing… Continue reading Is this how it will be?
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Everyone wishing each other a ” happy Independence Day”. As a friend pointed out, irony is us wishing each other in a language left by those from whom we got our independence. At least one channel showing Gandhi. “Patriotic” few pinning flags on their clothes, raising the flag in housing communities, some listening to the… Continue reading Thoughts on Independence Day
First post of the year 2016! A question to all the parents (especially mothers out there…) Have you at some point of time even for a minute thought…sigh wish I didn’t have that child of mine? Confession: I have…many times over! I have wondered how life would be without A. I have wondered if he would… Continue reading Selfless or …?
I used to want to get it all. Argue, fight it out. Debate with every auto I got into about how they were swindlers. Nothing just went past!! I thought I had not changed. I have… Guess the adage is true! Change is the only constant thing in life. 🙂 Though still vocal about things… Continue reading Battles…
This is the time of year when all of is look back at the year past; balance sheet it. I can honestly say I didn’t want to, yet here I am doing so. Well that is me. I must start off knowing my dear A is doing well! Apart from usual childhood bouts of cold/flu/fever;… Continue reading Another year